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Thursday, May 05, 2005

Focus of Attention

We need to take a check of our spirit before entering into discussion about ideas that are new to us. Do we sense an urgency, a feeling of duty to defend the “faith of our fathers”? If so, then chances are very good that we are really justifying some of the prejudice of our fathers in the name of “historical purity”. The faith of Jesus does not need defending by us any more than a small child needs to justify it's natural love for a caring, nurturing mother. Faith is a natural response to an ever-increasing awareness of the beauty and truth about God, not an organized, learned set of rote beliefs, doctrines and arguments.

A desire to defend doctrine and tradition from any ideas unfamiliar betrays a deep underlying reservoir of fear as the basis of our life. Realizing this should give us pause to take warning that we are not living in the truth of God's love, for perfect love casts out fear. The two are mutually exclusive. And although God will use our fears in the initial stages of our journey to turn us to Him and away from sin, that does not mean He intends for us to live in ever-deepening fear as we draw closer to Him. He only uses our penchant for fear to turn our attention toward Him and away from evil with its mesmerizing spell of fear over us. But once we are focused on Him He wants to transform our fear-based bonds into love-bonds which are far more permanent and stable.

So true faith is simply a description of the response in love of a created being to the true revelation of a God completely worthy of trust and compellingly beautiful in every sense of the word. Faith is not something I must work up by will-power and effort – even with help from God. Faith is a natural response, a spontaneous outgrowth and ingrowth when I begin to really see the true face of God.

I must remain constantly on guard that I do not allow myself to unconsciously shift my focus of attention, and thereby my worship, from God Himself to any other aspect or target such as my beliefs about God or my service for Him. This is one of the most subtle and common problems we get trapped into without ever realizing we are doing it. And that may be because we primarily have lived from our heads and not from our hearts most of our lives. Living from our heart and being aware of our spirit and its condition is foreign to most of us and very frightening to many of us to the point where we label it as error or heresy dimply because it doesn't fit into our current concept of religion. But when Jesus spoke with Nicodemus, a man who had a doctorate in religion and was widely viewed as a dependable expert on religion, He plainly stated that “religion” wouldn't even get a person to first base in the reality of heavenly things. In fact, He stated that until a person was completely and radically altered in his way of perceiving what is reality, he was or even capable or equipped to perceive the things of God.

Most of us till are in the shoes of Nicodemus but simply don't want to believe that. We live in our own framework of reality based on a strange mixture of fear and supposed love handed down to us by our culture and family. We tinker with our religion and may even go through years of formal training to align our religion more carefully to our chosen culture and church and then believe we have a handle on truth. But God will not leave us completely in peace about this arrangement. Our hearts, though buried or repressed for many years, yearns for a breath of reality, a vital connection to the Source of real life.

It is at the peril of our souls that we continue to ignore and suppress these God-implanted yearnings of our hearts. True spirituality is not an improved, modified religion. It is death and life in a way we are too often unwilling to face or admit. It results in a passionate, obsessive and exclusive focus on the person of God and nothing else. Not on the Bible, our beliefs about God, our church, our doctrines, our sources of information about God, our prophets.... Although these may assist us, they must never intercept our full attention to God Himself.

Wednesday, April 27, 2005

Reflective Temptation

I have noticed that our temptation is often if not always to indulge in the spirit of others we profess to condemn. When we speak against immorality we are secretly jealous and desire it ourself. When we become angry about violence we react with growing hatred that secretly craves to be violent against the violators. When we see hypocrites and legalists we engage in hidden pride and desire to prescribe a solution for them. We easily slip into criticism which is based in self-justifying pride which is hypocrisy.

Moses ran into this problem early on in his career. He attempted to utilize the methods and spirit of the world to accomplish the work of God when he killed the Egyptian. This method didn't work for him and it never works for us.

I cannot bring life to the local church by feeling angry, self-righteous and superior. I only give the lie to what I claim to believe about healing ministries. I am still in bondage to the deeply rooted generational sin of criticism and spiritual pride. It is like reservoirs of poison that infect everything I try to say or do and discolors the witness I give about God's character and power. Who will deliver me from the body of death?

Wednesday, March 23, 2005

Superconductor

Jesus was a perfect power conductor. But He was immersed in the water of sin – the likeness of sinful flesh. Because He maintained a solid connection to the source of unlimited power and at the same time allowed Himself to be connected to ground through the guilt of sin, He became a dead short. Satan believed this would eliminate Him from the circuit because he thought being burned in a dead short always produces annihilation. But Jesus was discovered to be composed of a new material unknown on earth. While this material suffered the full intensity of the pain resulting from the voltage and was permanently charred into a fixed earth-body, He was also transformed at the same time into a super-conductor with the capacity to transmit unrestricted amounts of grace and life to not only the whole human race but the the entire universe.

Likewise, any human who chooses to accept this adapted connector to God and plug in to Christ, that person will sooner or later feel the shock of sin and guilt being burned out of his soul as he too is transformed into a conductor of grace.

Jesus became a power adapter so that anyone, no matter how weak or delicate or damaged their wiring may be, can safely have a connection to the life of God and begin to heal and grow. Jesus will buffer the full voltage to whatever level is usable by any soul and provide a source of energy and life to that one. As they stay connected to the adapter, He will work in them to repair and add to their systems so they will be able to enjoy greater power and joy – from glory to glory.

Tuesday, March 22, 2005

Interfering with God

If you love son or daughter, mother or father more than Me, says Jesus, you cannot be my disciple. When you find yourself observing God's hand heavy on your dear one and they are suffering in their friction against Him, you will be tempted to sympathize with them and commiserate with them. But this is loving them more than Jesus. You are actually taking sides with them in sympathizing with their resistance against God and thereby yourself helping them resist God's work in their lives – not a very good position to be found in. You have made yourself unworthy to be called His disciple, for a disciple is one who is submitting to discipline and growing in sympathy and understanding of his Teacher and Lord.

Monday, March 21, 2005

What Happens to Heaven?

Why does God bring the New Jerusalem down to earth and move here instead of just moving us to heaven for eternity? Is it because He is so selfless that He wants us to be able to live where we are most comfortable in the universe with the familiar stars and solar system?

One reason that God may have for setting up His headquarters ultimately here on earth is to dispossess the seat of the kingdom of Satan.

What will happen to the place where heaven is now? Will everything be emptied out or will it become a vacation spot for the universe?