Disciples' Left-brain Block

The disciples minds were deeply entrenched from childhood in the left-brain teachings and doctrines from the scribes and pharisees. Living with Jesus was an intense right-brain experience that progressively raised conflicts and questions about their left-brain explanations of reality. The big problem from the time they first met Jesus all the way through the crucifixion was that they were still using their left-brain doctrines embedded in the minds as their source of authority instead of ravishing themselves in an abandoned relationship with the passionate God right in from of them.