I have a bad systemic yeast infection that is impossible to shake off by my own efforts. It is the yeast infection that plagued the Pharisees, the pervasive infection of criticism and fault-finding. Nearly everyone in the church whether local or global is seen in a negative view. The infection has definitely affected my eyes and I desperately need eye salve. It has affected my system so bad I have serious heart trouble and don't even realize it very much. It makes my hands and feet sore so I don't want to be helpful and considerate to those around me. It permeates my reproductive organs to neutralize my ability to produce other disciples who have a passion for God.
I need strong medication, maybe heavy doses of gratitude and extended praise, not only for God but for everyone around me. I need to be extremely wary of intercourse with others who are heavily infected because I am very vulnerable to have a relapse and reinfection. I need strong and supernatural antibiotic and extended treatment program. I don't know how to go about it but I know there is only one Doctor who can heal me.
God, please continue what you started in me for your glory.