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Sunday, April 30, 2006

Great Controversy Overview

Reality can only be perceived in the context of the large view of a correct understanding of the Great Controversy. When one takes everything we learn or observe and puts it back into this context it suddenly starts to make much more sense. And our penchant for fanaticism and unbalanced extremes are exposed when brought to the light of eternity and God's Word correctly understood.

In the beginning, long before the creation of the earth, Lucifer evolved what he thought was a brilliant idea – an improvement on the way God ran the universe. The concepts and details were some time in the making, they did not all just fall into place at once. One idea required another to support it and many objections had to be worked around. His plan had to be matured enough to appeal to other intelligent thoughtful angels before he could implement any of it. But as Jean Sheldon has so aptly described, his focus shifted from internal importance to external emphasis and he became enamored with his own beauty. He came to believe that his value was based on his performance and abilities rather than totally derived from simply being a created being from the hand of God.

He carefully crafted a theory that would inspire the same self-focus in others and draw them into these new emotions with him. He began to question and suggest doubt about God's methods of relating to situations and suggesting that force would be a more effective means of government. He could never get The Son to agree or come into sympathy with any of his new ideas. In fact, The Son seemed to be deeply troubled by these developments and kept cautioning Lucifer to abandon these plans before it was too late -- whatever that was supposed to imply.

As Lucifer became more observant of the differentiation apparent in created beings he began to make deductions that there must also be different values based on observed differences. He became excited that he may have discovered a secret formula that had been hidden from sight since all things had been created, that if tapped into would provide him with unlimited power. If he could crack the secret code, if he could harness this immense resource and place himself strategically at the top position, this would enable him to manipulate all the resources and intelligence of the universe for any outcome he might desire. Selfishness began to blossom and quickly deepen its roots inside Lucifer and he became more and more excited. But he had to remain very careful not to rush to quickly for he might be “misunderstood”, if you know what I mean.

As he began to experiment on small scales and learn what might work and what backfired, he began to assemble a working thesis from which to operate effectively when he would move to the next phase on a much grander scale. Certain principles were key to the effectiveness of his new plan of governing.

Even though it strangely bothered him at first, deception seemed to be the core ingredient necessary to the development of his theory. But happily he found that his discomfort over time was subsiding and he concluded that he must be on the right track and the eventually the uneasiness would disappear altogether and he could operate with complete freedom of mind.

Freedom, in fact, became the buzzword of his scheme, the great banner around which he would gather all who would join him. And of course he would necessarily have to use a little deception initially to present the idea that God's ways were anti-freedom to make his philosophies more compelling. It seemed innocent enough at first and he saw no long-term ill-effects from this plan. He simply wanted to improve on creation, a very noble venture he was sure.

As he ran into opposition and roadblocks from both The Son and stubborn beings who just couldn't see things clearly from his viewpoint, Lucifer had to develop further tools to sell his grand plans. Fear became a prominent and powerful ally that he found surprisingly effective, and shame and blame were close behind. He was surprised at the startling effects that these tools produced in some beings and quickly learned how to wield them to bring about compliance and submission. In fact, blame became his greatest defense to deflect imposing arguments against his plan. Mixing deception with blame on God he could effectively capture the minds and affections of millions of minds. The enormous and extreme feelings of pleasure and self-pride inside were growing exponentially and quickly erased the last residues of lingering doubts and feeling of guilt that he had initially struggled against. And as he saw the same effects replicated in other beings willing to embrace his methods and theories he was sure his plan could be successful.

However, as we know, things did not go smoothly for Lucifer. Tension and resentment toward The Son that had escalated for a long time inside him at last could not be hidden any longer. Criticism and contempt began to color his comments about The Son and his ways of dealing with the crisis. In fact, The Son's apparent passiveness in the face of the growing discontent only reinforced Lucifer's contention that God's methods were less effective than Lucifer's new ones. It was becoming apparent that The Son would be more effective in curbing rebellion if He would just adopt some of Lucifer's new tools. But he refused and instead kept always deferring to the Father about everything that came up. Lucifer assumed this was a sign of weakness and pointed out the same to all who would listen. What government needed was more force, more law and order, more discipline to keep things running smoothly. Lucifer refused to acknowledge that it was in fact his own ideas that were causing all the problems. He pointed the finger at God and at The Son and loudly proclaimed that a revolution was needed from the grass roots of the empire. The Son must be exposed to be the weakling that He was and a more effective leader with skill, experience with the use of force, and with great “natural” abilities needed to be installed. What the universe needed was democracy and freedom so that everyone could explore there own unlimited potential without the restrictive confines of the law of God.

This raised a whole other issue that accelerated the controversy. When the Father publicly revealed that indeed there was a law that needed to be obeyed most of the empire was greatly surprised. They were shocked that such a thing even existed, for from the beginning of their creation they had been unaware that there was a law or any need for one. The arguments continued to heat up and polarization began to quickly develop. Strange feelings and sad developments ensued. Angels who had been close in heart for eons developed rifts between them which progressed to chasms. Sadness, a brand new emotion in the universe, became all too familiar. Fear, grief, anger, bitterness, hatred all began to emerge in a strange evolution of pain. When these symptoms were traced as emanating from Lucifer's work he quickly moved to blame the government of God for a faulty system that produced such effects.

The polarization became so intense and the conflict so strident that there finally came a time when there was no place that could be found in heaven that was acceptable for Lucifer and his followers to live in harmony with other beings. The two sides had become completely incompatible and the damage to the universe had become irreversible. The issues were not resolved in the minds of many, but they had chosen their allegiance to either The Son or to Lucifer's new ideas and a separation ensued. Many questions and doubts about both sides were deeply embedded in some minds that would take many centuries to resolve. But the lines were now drawn and Satan was cast out of heaven along with 1/3 of the angels who had come into sympathy with him.

Jude 1:6, 12-13 And angels who did not keep their own domain, but abandoned their proper abode, He has kept in eternal bonds under darkness for the judgment of the great day...

These are the men who are hidden reefs in your love feasts when they feast with you without fear, caring for themselves; clouds without water, carried along by winds; autumn trees without fruit, doubly dead, uprooted; wild waves of the sea, casting up their own shame like foam; wandering stars, for whom the black darkness has been reserved forever.

I believe that one could see in the above reference possible insights into some of the events that may have happened during this period of time. Possibly some angels whose position is was to oversee certain functions of the universe such as keeping stars on course, abandoned their posts in rebellion and asserting their “right” to freedom joined Lucifer in spreading his propaganda. The resulting chaos of stars wandering out of their proper courses and even possibly crashing into each other may even be what some astronomers are observing today in awe. Chaos was being introduced into a system that up until this point had always functioned in perfect harmony and synchronization.

Before this final development however, Lucifer had become aware that the Godhead had been in deep and intimate counsel about plans for a new race of beings. Lucifer was not privy to these plans and his ideas were apparently not taken into consideration. This deeply offended him. He felt that if he had been taken into counsel and allowed to input some of his more progressive concepts in the formation of this new world that he might have been able to demonstrate the superior effectiveness of his new theories. He felt that his abilities and ideas were superior to that of The Son's and he could have been a more effective adviser on this project instead of One who always seemed to just rubber-stamp whatever the Father thought. His resentment grew and he freely shared it among his sympathizers accelerating the polarization that eventually precipitated his expulsion from the seat-land of the universe.

Strangely enough though, he found himself and his followers free to live at the very place where the secret plans for the new race were to be carried out. And though not allowed into the planning stage, he still might find opportunity to integrate his ideas into this new creation if he was careful. God was allowing him the very freedom that he had accused God of withholding. He would not waste the chance. He must study the situation quickly and carefully and see what he could accomplish.

The issues were becoming more clear now to most of the players. Allegiance was now the major issue. Somehow if Lucifer, now become Satan, could solicit these new beings to give him allegiance he would have a grand opportunity to perfect his theories on a small scale. Then has he perfected and debugged them he could export them to more and more of the universe and eventually accomplish what he was unable to do from heaven. If he could not capture the seat of the universe, he could at least possibly capture the rest of the universe and work from there toward the center.

In crafting a plan to lure Adam and Eve to endorse his way of thinking he had to carefully integrate the elements critical to success. First he must use deception and plant seeds of doubt about God's ways and motives just as he had done in heaven. Then he would need to solicit their will into taking action to confirm and secure a switch of allegiance rooted in their hearts. Then to safeguard and seal their choice he would immediately need to overwhelm their emotions with guilt, fear, shame and finally blame to forever lock in his control over them. They would now become reflectors of his own character and he could manipulate them like puppets to demonstrate the benefits of a land where selfishness would trump weakness and power would prevail over submissiveness to God. Sure enough, his plan succeeded and he was exultant that now he could prove out his theories for all the universe to see his superior wisdom.

As Mrs. White relays to us th musings in Lucifer's mind at the other end of the GC about this period of time we learn some important insights. “Memory recalls the home of his innocence and purity, the peace and content that were his until he indulged in murmuring against God, and envy of Christ. His accusations, his rebellion, his deceptions to gain the sympathy and support of the angels, his stubborn persistence in making no effort for self-recovery when God would have granted him forgiveness --all come vividly before him.” {GC 669.2}

As the experiment progressed many things did not go as planned. God kept interfering and undermining his goals, but Satan simply pointed to God's interference as the source of all the problems and pain. This created continual confusion in the minds of many, even among the angels, and the lingering doubts remained. Yes, it was obvious in some ways that many of Lucifer's ideas were not that great. But some of the questions, particularly about the Father's motives and about the Son remained unanswered. Strangely, none of the Godhead seemed eager to set things straight and confront the questions head-on. Was there inherent weaknesses in God's government that needed exposing and fixing? Were there times when force could be a legitimate tool to regain control where control had been lost? Where does true value come from? Why was there differentiation in the created order and did that imply differences in value? Why didn't God take a stronger position to squelch the damage before it got so out of hand? Why did perfect beings in a perfect universe need a law anyway? Yes, now that things were so messed up one could see how a law could be useful, but it had been revealed that the law had always been in existence long before sin had ever been thought of. These and many other questions lingered in many hearts unanswered and unspoken. Fear, much or little, became an uncomfortable companion to many more than just the fallen beings. God's essence, His character and motives were in question and He was not going to impose the answers.

God's answer to the charges brought on Him by Lucifer amazed all the universe. The Father, as one accused in a legal system, formally laid aside His privilege and responsibility as judge of the universe and installed His Son as judge. The Father allowed Himself to accept the position the accused on trial and allowed proceedings to come into play whereby His verdict would be decided by a jury of His inferiors. Since only a being who could understand his client sufficiently could function as a defense attorney, The Son also received that position as well. The Spirit would be the chief Witness and would be in charge of orchestrating all the other witnesses in this great trial of the ages. There were many surprises to come and God had a plan that He would implement as each point in the trial was reached. Satan did not know where this was going, but he was definitely nervous about what might develop in the unknown future.

As he looked on while God dealt with Adam and Eve's sin, he overheard promises that threatened to possibly undo all of what he had hoped to accomplish. This was serious. The survival of his empire was at stake and he could hold back nothing in his intense efforts to win this trial. If he could affect enough witnesses and manipulate their testimony through intimidation, deceit, coercion, fear and any other scheme he could devise, he had the potential to sway the verdict against God and justify himself before the universe. In fact, God may have just put into place the very opportunity that he had failed to accomplish in the first round of their duel.

In essence, God has challenged Satan to complete his counterfeit to its ultimate perfection while God works on perfecting His own plan. This plan involved taking all of the minds that would be submitted in loyalty to Him and creating out of the composite a new and heretofore unheard of creature. In the New Testament it is labeled the “Body of Christ”. It was and still is a mystery to the whole universe what exactly God is up to with this idea. But God has invested all of His resources into this plan and has staked the control of the whole universe on the outcome of His experiment. At its grand climax on the last day of the trial when the verdict is to be pronounced by everyone in the universe, He plans to power up this new creature and turn on the switch to show the onlooking worlds, angels, demons and all the human race what He has in mind. He claims that this “body” will perfectly demonstrate and reflect what He is really like, something that has never been revealed since the beginning of creation. The Godhead is waiting with eager anticipation for that final exposé when the veil can finally be lifted.

That veil has been descending over the face of God since the first hours of Lucifer's experiment. When Adam and Eve sinned God had to dramatically shield them further from Himself to protect them from fatal damage. It is very much like the circuit boards that make up our computers today or other electrical appliances we use. If the wiring is correct and in good condition then proper amounts of power can flow through it safely and cause it to function as intended. But if the wiring or electrical components are faulty or damaged or mis wired it is no longer safe for the full force of electrical current to flow through. To keep from causing irreparable damage and yet to keep life inside, God immediately had to insert a step-down transformer to protect sinful humans from frying their circuits with His presence.

God's current/currency is pure, selfless, passionate love. When humans adopted a counterfeit circuitry of selfishness God's love became a foreign currency to them. Their computers could no longer understand His programs because their operating systems had been replaced with an inferior one. But God has a secret plan that He had already prepared long before and He put it into operation immediately. Humans could choose to accept a substitute operating system that would run parallel to the Satanic one they had adopted. The two systems were incompatible, but if they would choose to be led by the Spirit of God and submit to His plans, He would work inside of them to rework, rewire, reconnect, reprogram and disconnect them from the faulty components they had gotten stuck with.

This was the work commissioned to the Holy Spirit. He was to prepare every human who chose to accept the new OS to become a reliable and truthful witness in the trial of God. The Spirit was to reproduce within these willing humans a reflection of the truth about God. And while no human, other than Jesus Christ, is capable of being a full and complete reflection of God, collectively they were destined to become components of the amazing new creature that God intends to unveil at the final showdown.

Meanwhile, Satan also has been given similar opportunity to assemble a composite “body”, a creature of his own reflection. All those who refuse the offer of God to accept a new OS are available for Satan to perfect his blueprint for a composite creature. And while he has loudly complained that he cannot successfully finish his creation because he keeps losing his subjects to death, he is nevertheless given opportunity to perfect his principles in the lives and hearts of all his subjects.

A focal point occurred in this Great Controversy that has wondered and confused nearly everyone before and since it has occurred. The Son showed up in human form to personally demonstrate what it would look like for a human to live as he was originally designed to. But He came with severe handicaps and limitations that went far beyond the limitations that Adam could have claimed. Jesus came to demonstrate the core assertion that He had lived by from the very beginning of the GC. That was, for souls to live in the universe as God originally designed it, they must live totally dependent on power outside of themselves continuously. This exposed the very first false assumption that Lucifer had started with while still the covering cherub over the very throne of God. He had asserted that beings had capabilities and virtue in themselves independent of God. Now Jesus was demonstrating the very opposite assertion and all the universe looked on with intense interest.

Of course Satan had to take the challenge. He also saw in it a wonderful opportunity to capture a shortcut to victory in the trial if he could in any way and at any point induce Jesus to adopt any part of his counterfeit operating system even for a second. Living as he was completely immersed in a world where nearly all of his sensory input and training and examples would be tainted with corrupt motives and faulty ideas, surely Satan could reprogram some small part of Jesus brain to hiccup at some point and depend on His own power for self-preservation or even to further His Father's legitimate plans for Him.

This situation was far worse for Jesus than most even begin to comprehend. Contrary to popular religious thinking, Jesus was not fighting sinful desires and resisting temptations to show us how to earn favor with God. Jesus came with the ultimate handicap – a natural tendency to do the right thing, access to unlimited power within himself to live a perfect life. A natural love for righteousness and an unconcealable disgust for sin. It becomes obvious to an unbiased observer very quickly who would be faced with more intense temptations to use their own strength to overcome, sinful humans who can never succeed on their own strength but think they can sometimes or Jesus who could easily depend on His own strength but always chose not to avail Himself of that advantage.

In fact, it was on this very point that the war came to its greatest intensity at the end of His life on earth. Satan was running out of time to capture his shortcut to victory and he desperately needed to get Jesus to utilize His own power to do something, anything, for His own benefit. This becomes obvious when Jesus comments to Peter in the garden, “Do you not realize that if I wanted I could call 12 legions of angels to rescue me if I wanted?” The core issue in the trial of God is whether He made a mistake by creating beings that operated best by depending always on God whether in a perfect heaven or in a hell on earth designed by Satan himself.

Finally in his desperate but unsuccessful attempt to induce Jesus to save himself, Satan inadvertently made one of the greatest mistakes of his existence. In his blinded desperation to force Jesus to sin he only accomplished exposing more completely the bankruptcy of his own principles and at the same time became an unwilling accomplice in implementing the key foundation in the salvation plan for mankind. While Satan was blindly screaming in Jesus' face to “save Himself”, God was allowing Jesus to experience the results of all the sins of all mankind to weigh upon His soul and torture Him with the despair of alienation that sin creates. Jesus took upon Himself the full pain that all humanity collectively would suffer at the second death if all of them were lost and none were saved. This is what crushed out the life of Jesus and He had to choose not to sidestep it by tapping into His own power to reduce the pain in the slightest amount. He submitted to allowing the Father to choose every detail of every moment for Him and went through the horror of believing that He was eternally lost just as the wicked will feel at the second death. More on this later.

Many things happened in Jesus life and death that we have not yet properly understood. A careful study of Ephesians and other of Paul's writings reveal that Jesus literally took into Himself the totality of humanity just as physically humanity was in Adam and Eve and proceeded from them. In this way Jesus was able to reverse the switch of authority over this planet induced from Adam and usurped by Satan at the fall. Jesus laid claim to the title of proper representative of this world in the assemblies of heaven and rightful owner of everyone on planet earth. After His resurrection He briefly ascended to the throne room of God to confirm His successful capture of this position of authority before proceeding any further and then returned to begin immediately implementing the next stage of their plan. Remember, this is still all in the context of God's trial and Lucifer's accusations against God and everyone in the universe as the jury.

The next phase of God' plan was called spreading the “gospel”. We must be very careful to search out the meaning of many of our familiar religious words and not just assume we know what they mean. The gospel is not a list of doctrines and beliefs that people need to prescribe to and accept. In the context of God being on trial the gospel is a fresh revelation of the truth about who God really is, how he relates to His created beings, both fallen and unfallen. The gospel is light that dispels the lies that Satan has amassed against God in all his false charges. Darkness cannot be expelled by exposure but it simply evaporates when light is introduced.

God is light in every conceivable sense of the idea. God is love with an intensity that goes far beyond anything we have been willing to admit up to now. God craves openness and intimacy with His created beings with a passion and desire that burns hotter than any fire known in the universe. And His intense desire is particularly aimed at humanity. He has restrained and hidden His passion for centuries and He eagerly longs for His confinement to come to an end. The plan of salvation has actually more to do with the salvation of God's reputation than is has to do with saving humans out of sin and pain. Our narrow view of religion has horribly degenerated into a sorry system of self-focused schemes that we believe God has put into place to simply rescue us from an uncomfortable world and set us up in a heaven full of pleasure for our benefit. Take an objective look at most sermons and teachings and see is this is not true. We talk eagerly about the Second Coming of Jesus using language almost exclusively focused on getting our skin to heaven. We are almost totally uncaring about the massive scandal perpetrated against God and His reputation. Jesus came to reveal the Father and the Holy Spirit's commission is to do the same through our lives as well. Everything is being orchestrated toward the great climax, the ultimate revealing that God has planned for His vindication. The vindication of God's ways of relating to His creation is what the whole trial is about and every prophecy and prophet and instrument of God is toward that end. For us to force scripture and prophecy to make the Second Coming the focal point of our religion is to terribly distort and misdirect the trial proceedings. The Second Coming is important, yes, but for very different reasons and with possibly very different results than we have been led to think.

What is happening on earth now may very well parallel what happened in heaven during the first phase of the GC. This is a time for minds to be presented with evidence and choose allegiance. But not on the basis so much of doctrines but on what they choose to believe about the accusations of Satan against God. “Keeping” the seventh day of the week “holy” is not at the heart of Satan's primary accusations about how God treats people. The state of the dead or tithing or health reform are not the core issues of the GC. They are very much involved in the symptoms and outgrowth of those who are transformed by the Spirit into truthful witnesses in the trial of God, but they are only symptoms, not the core issues involved. When we center our religion around the externals such as these doctrines we are in danger of falling into the very first deception that Lucifer fell into – emphasizing the externals over the internals. The trial is about God's character, not about ours. Our character only comes into play as we are examined to determine whether we are truthful or false witness in the trial, not as defendants.

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The Second Coming is also just a transition point in the trial of God, not the climax as we have so often been led to think. And it too is not so much for our benefit as it is to finalize details for the final day of trial, the great day of Judgment. Rev. 14:7 “And he said with a loud voice, 'Fear God, and give Him glory, because the hour of His judgment has come; worship Him who made the heaven and the earth and sea and springs of waters.'” The Second Coming occurs when all humans have freely chosen what side they will be loyal to in the trial. When all have made up their minds Jesus will come quickly to capture all of His witnesses and take them to heaven to begin the next phase of His plan.

The millennium is another very misunderstood concept primarily because of our self-focused emphasis and our lack of understanding of what the GC is really all about. It is not a time of lolling about in great comfort and playing with animals and trying out our new wings. That is not why Jesus brought us to this place primarily, though it well indeed may involve some of those things and much more. Think carefully about what may and may not be happening during this most strategic time in the trial leading up to the great Judgment day.

First of all, God is not going to suddenly change the way He operates and impose on the minds of the saved a full understanding of all the issues and a complete erasure of all of our doubts and questions. If he wouldn't do it for the highly intelligent angels and other beings before the creation of man I don't believe he will do it for humans either. Given that probable assumption, then what kind of collection of people are going to be gathered together for 1000 years away from planet earth? Very immature minds at all stages of the chart. Possibly millions who have never even heard of God or Jesus but who were saved because God knew they were safe and salvageable to be reliable witnesses in His trial. And what will happen then? Well, personally I believe that initially He has a number of activities planned to build up their joy strength, that part of their brain that gives them capacity to endure stress effectively, to prepare them for what is to happen next. (Dr. Jim Wilder has been gifted by God in bringing out many important insights about how God created our brains and how they function. For more very important information about this refer to his materials available from carepkg.org.) They will join together in feasting, fellowship, incredible choreography and moments of high drama and emotion that will create and strengthen healthy joy bonds interlocking and synchronizing their hearts not only to God but to each other. The dramatic meeting of Adam and Jesus described by Ellen White that can bring intense emotion and tears just reading about it, has to be an incredible moment of education as well as bonding for the millions who know almost nothing about the great war and the issues of the GC.

Beyond that, we are told in Rev. 20:6 “Blessed and holy is the one who has a part in the first resurrection; over these the second death has no power, but they will be priests of God and of Christ and will reign with Him for a thousand years.” There is a lot to unpack in almost every word of that text.

First I would like to suggest that maybe God needs priests to minister to Him as well as to His hurting people. God's feelings have been hurt in this terrible war far worse than any of us and He can also receive comfort from ministry to Him as well as for Him.

Another point that we don't really understand as I believe we could with more study is what is involved in reigning with Him. Personally I believe that it may in part mean Jesus giving some of the more mature among the saved responsibility to educate and mentor and mature the ones who have less understanding.

And finally, I would like to suggest that everyone, even some of the unfallen beings, will have unanswered questions that need to be examined in complete freedom and resolved completely before the day of full revealing. This resolution is crucial to happen before God can fully unveil His face. If there is anything not fully repaired, any circuit not fully rewired and tested, any components with any weakness at all from unanswered questions, the results would be catastrophic failure when the full power surges through the circuitry at the great revealing.

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After the millennium the stage for the final resolution of the GC is set. This is the last great transition point before the final showdown between Satan's form of governing and God's form of governing. All of Satan's resources are put at his disposal in the resurrection of the soon-to-be-lost. Satan is allowed as much time as he needs to assemble his counterfeit “body” and get it fine-tuned and working as much as it can. God's creature that received its final tuning during the millennium, His body with all its circuits and systems in perfect synchronization with His own heart, sits waiting with eager anticipation for the “revealing” or unveiling. Satan's creature tuned to reflect himself and synchronized with his principles of force, fear and intimidation stands ready to implement his plans to take the city by force of arms and capture its riches and enslave its submissive population.

What is very interesting is a little detail that happens at this point that speaks volumes about the principle of freedom by which God has always operated. Mrs. White says that the gates are closed. That means that they were open up to this point and any of the lost could just wander in and look around and stay--if they could stand it . God does not force anyone out of the city or block them from entrance as individuals. They have so unfit themselves by their choices that they cannot stand the totally pervasive atmosphere of selfless service that fills every heart in that city. It is shear torture to them and, if they did happen to venture in, they flee in panic back to the camp of the wicked where they feel at home again among like-minded souls.

God closes the gates against the collective “body” assembled and controlled by Satan, not against individuals who wish to enter. When both sides have perfected their “creatures” and fully possessed them, the final day of Judgment has arrived. Judgment means discerning, revealing, exposing what is real. The One on trial is the Father and Jesus sits as Judge. All the universe stands as jury and everything is ready for all the evidence to be presented in full. With not one being dead in the whole cosmos, every intelligent mind is riveted on the scene. Before everyone's astonished face the whole Great Controversy is revealed from beginning to end and every lie and choice is exposed. In every situation it is fully exposed that God was completely fair and never used force and any other of Satan's tools in the battle. Satan has consistently and repeatedly charged God with possessing the character that was really Satan's own. But now it is shown that Satan's plan was impossible to succeed because of it's inherent flaw of separation from the only source of life.

“The aim of the great rebel has ever been to justify himself and to prove the divine government responsible for the rebellion. To this end he has bent all the power of his giant intellect. He has worked deliberately and systematically, and with marvelous success, leading vast multitudes to accept his version of the great controversy which has been so long in progress. For thousands of years this chief of conspiracy has palmed off falsehood for truth. But the time has now come when the rebellion is to be finally defeated and the history and character of Satan disclosed. In his last great effort to dethrone Christ, destroy His people, and take possession of the City of God, the archdeceiver has been fully unmasked. Those who have united with him see the total failure of his cause. Christ's followers and the loyal angels behold the full extent of his machinations against the government of God. He is the object of universal abhorrence.” {GC 670.1} This is the first phase of the revealing – the revealing of the mystery of iniquity.

Mrs. White portrays in gripping language the details of that event. This is the moment of the revealing – the revealing of God Himself – the mystery of Godliness. As it is seen in its totality, the saved are overcome with wonder and adoration and the lost are also overcome with the same. The difference is, the righteous have allowed themselves to be perfected into instruments of praise and worship by the Holy Spirit but the wicked have lost all capacity to return love and praise. They do fall down in worship and they may even desperately wish they could respond in love but they simply don't have the circuitry available to them when they want it the most.

At this point there are no places for lies to hide anymore. Satan is fully unmasked simply by the revealing of truth, not by pointing out his faults. The wicked are disgusted and enraged and all the pent-up hatred and anger of all the ages are focused on their leaders and especially Satan. The beauty of God is beginning to be fully revealed and His glory, the passionate love that He has kept pent up for eons, is finally unleashed on both the righteous and the lost.

“The whole universe will have become witnesses to the nature and results of sin. And its utter extermination, which in the beginning would have brought fear to angels and dishonor to God, will now vindicate His love and establish His honor before the universe of beings who delight to do His will, and in whose heart is His law. Never will evil again be manifest. Says the word of God: "Affliction shall not rise up the second time." Nahum 1:9. The law of God, which Satan has reproached as the yoke of bondage, will be honored as the law of liberty. A tested and proved creation will never again be turned from allegiance to Him whose character has been fully manifested before them as fathomless love and infinite wisdom.” {GC 504.1}

When love that is like an immeasurable amount of electrical current is unleashed into the circuitry of both of the assembled “creatures”, the body of Christ lights up like billions of brilliant suns in a stunning display of glory that we can't begin to imagine. But the same glory of passionate love that embraces the lost sinners with their malfunctioning circuits creates a terrible fireworks of resistance, smoke and meltdowns dependent in length on how many lies they cling to about this God of unrelenting love. It is not an angry God that strikes them dead in torturous flames, it is a passionate God whose heart is ripped out and torn apart in losing so many of his children including Lucifer, one of the finest specimens of all His creation. Yes God is angry, very angry – but not at sinners. He is angry that sin itself has tragically forever torn from His very heart so many that He will forever miss.

The fire that destroys the wicked initially comes from within. They have built-in to their character, the very essence of who they have become, resistance to love which is God's current of power, and resistance produces heat. Just ask any electronics engineer. Take a look at the sanctuary system in the Old Testament which was given as a model of the Great Controversy. Do you ever read of a sacrifice being burned before it had died? NO! The fire always came after it was dead from the results of sin. It was first killed by the sinner himself. So too, in the final day of retribution. The wicked are in torture in the presence of the Lamb and in the presence of angels. The conflict between their twisted characters and the perfection and beauty of the characters of heavenly beings literally produce mental and physical flames that eventually destroy their lives. Then God's cleansing fire finishes cleaning up the mess created on this planet by melting down all the leftovers and residue back into the basic building elements that were here before creation week.

Returning the reins back to the Father after finishing His function as Judge

After that the saved, now as the “body of Christ” get to watch or maybe participate in a new creation of the earth. The last few paragraphs of the book Great Controversy say it best. All creation is perfectly synchronized and one pulse of perfect harmony and love throb throughout all the universe. And the rest is history, as the say – His Story.

Resources:

Jean Sheldon, professor at PUC, has audio tapes explaining the two opposing paradigm systems and also very good insights about the veiling and unveiling of the face of God. These tapes can be purchased from Kirk & Deidre VanBuren (707) 965-2020 kirkdede@hotmail.com.

Jim Wilder has excellent books, tapes and videos explaining stages of maturity and incredible insights into how our brains are designed as well as understanding the symptoms of when things come up short. His most comprehensive book to date is Living With Men. His materials can be purchased from carepkg.org (231) 745-4950.

Saturday, April 29, 2006

Various Notes about Hell

Agape love – if God is totally selfless and always other-centered it is incongruous that He would want to get even with those who oppose Him and satisfy Himself in revenge.

Family paradigm vs. Babylon paradigm

Perfection through maturing – are we getting closer and closer to killing our enemies the closer we get to God? Why does God demand we love our enemies to be like Him and then turn around and lash them with torture and burning Himself?

A person who insists on viewing religion and God through the Kingship paradigm will not be able to understand or accept a passionate, always-loving God. Until one becomes a newborn baby and grows into the family paradigm of thinking he cannot even see the “kingdom” of God – which, it turns out, is not really the best description of the relationship anyway.

Notice all through the Bible the “pairs” where the glory and the wrath are presented side by side sometimes with the same language. Take note also of the bias of the translators in choosing words more reflective of human anger in place of a passionate creator.

The Second Coming may not be the focal point of the ages like we have made it out to be. The Second Coming does not end the great controversy. It does not vindicate God in the judgment. If anything it creates more questions about why He selected the ones who show up in heaven and why not others. The mystery of God is not revealed fully yet and the mystery of sins experiment is not yet finished. The Second Coming is just a transition to another phase of the GC to bring it closer to complete closure.

The mystery of God is His passionate love for His enemies – all the way to the end. God changes not. His strange act is not strange to Him but to sinful beings who can't grasp the reality of His love and the danger of His passion.

God's intense desire and passion is to be completely intimate and vulnerable with every created intelligence in the cosmos. He has been restricted from expressing or experiencing His full desire ever since Lucifer began distorting His image and God has been forced to hide Himself more and more to protect His damaged children from suffering “hell” by His presence. Imagine the immensity of pain and longing and frustrated desire in the heart of the Father as He has had to progressively distance Himself fro our protection.

But He will not allow this condition to go on forever. His greatest desire is for restoration of the complete trust of all His creatures so it will be safe again to open His own heart and release all the pent up love and transparency that is His essence.

His strange act is that of not shielding the rebellious hearts from the unrestricted, overwhelming passion of His undiluted love. He has protected everyone from Himself since the inception of evil. But when evil has been fully perfected and organized into one unified body – the great counterfeit of the body of Christ, then there is nothing else left to prevent God from releasing Himself. There is no longer any benefit gained by restricting His glory, even from the loyal beings.

But it is not safe, especially for the loyal universe or redeemed humans, to fully reveal Himself until every last question, however small, remains unresolved in any mind. And every question must be resolved in complete freedom by the mind and heart where it resides, never settled by imposition of an answer from the outside. That only multiplies the doubts and is the method Satan has promoted as his alternative to God's method.

The Third Coming initiates the last phase counting down to the final resolution of the GC by the completely unforced acknowledgment of God's fairness from every being. Unforced by God but forced by the complete exposure of every detail of every event and life that has ever happened. There is no place for lies to hide anymore when everyone can see everything.

At this point every being is exposed to the contrast of the truth about God and His character and dealings in clear relief against the complete truth about Lucifer, his character and dealings and the resulting destruction of capacity to live in the presence of the Source of Life.

This moment of final vindication of God by the free minds and hearts of every being is the passion of the Bible writers inspired by God. The lost have permanently damaged their heart capacity to respond to love. Many, if not all, have come to only live from their left brain and their lower brain completely ruining the intended abilities of the right brain to synchronize with others in a healthy, uplifting way. So when God's face is finally fully revealed at the last day of judgment every right brain that has stayed in dysfunction will suffer unimaginable torture from their hearts inability to receive and respond to love. Judgment does not mean condemnation, but a full revealing of all that has been in hiding. However, the wicked can perceive reality only through the distorted lens of the lies of sin about God. So they fully believe, and thereby experience, that God's passion of love is actually wrath and condemnation. Is it possible this is a covenant they have made to God? Ps. 18:26.

God has often presented His passion in language of anger because His hearers could only relate to that language, not because it was an accurate description of His true nature. The change in language reflects the filters we have been saddled with and God is forced to use terms we will identify with. If He talked about passionate love we might minimize the importance and not realize the lethal results of sinful exposure to holy passion. But we must turn away from the simplistic urge to take the wrath language of the Bible at face value, particularly after being influenced by scribes and translators over thousands of years with their own misunderstandings of God's passion. The truth is still in there but it must be carefully uncovered like archaeologists.

This truth about God has the potential to strongly polarize every person who hears it. Those who choose to oppose it will cling more strongly to a concept of God created in human image and based on that concept will be compelled to discredit and attack anyone accepting this revelation, emulating the God of their creation.

But to many it will be a stream of life-giving cool water in a parched desert. They will suddenly see sense in much that always seemed incongruous about God and they will hurl themselves into the river of life with abandon and delirious joy. The glory from the angel of Rev. 18 will fill the whole earth and the sides will sort themselves out quickly as the last confusing pieces of the great puzzle begin to drop into their proper place and His face begins to emerge.

Remember, it is the lost who say the Lamb is full of wrath. The saved all through Revelation declare with boldness that God is worthy of trust, praise and honor. He is fair and just.

Both sides will receive their perception of God. The good will enter into His joy – which is true reality. The lost will enter into torture as they experience His presence. Because love and resistance to love become the irresistible force and the immovable object.

Our mortal bodies cannot be saved. God gives everyone a new frame to build their honeycomb on and disconnect from the old combs. Those who have completely separated their spirit from attachments to the “fleshly” comb will have a new rescue raft for their spirit to inhabit when the fire appears at eh Second Coming. But their mortal bodies may be consumed in the fire along with it's inherent sinful nature and they will be free to safely inhabit a new body that reflects the personality, maturity and individuality they have developed on earth. The ones who have tried to mingle the new wine with old skins will have no escape raft/body ready for them and they will find themselves stuck with the vulnerable, mortal body that cannot survive the presence of glory. All mortal bodies will be consumed by the brightness, both wicked and righteous. But the new body/creature that has been invested in wholly by the righteous will then be revealed when the old exterior body is burned away.

After the millennium the lost are given back the old style bodies because that the only kind they can function in. since that kind of body is inherently vulnerable to being consumed by glory, God has to protect them from Himself until all the issues of the GC are full exposed. Then the truth about Him, which is in fact His glory, is fully revealed in the great video replay, all who have synchronized holy bodies will glow as suns and all who have dissonant, fleshly, earthly bodies will suffer resistance heat that burns and self-destructs.

Resistance is the core problem of sin and resistance causes heat.

Why did Jesus suffer and die? I think we have almost completely missed the point. Jesus came to demonstrate God's passionate love on a scale small enough for us to survive. When He entered the garden He was taking on the actual feelings of guilt, shame and condemnation that we feel and that we think comes from God when we are out of sync with Him. Then He was forced to experience the passionate love of God from the perspective of a lost sinner with no hope and no ability or capacity left to receive that love. He suffered the torment of losing out on all the glories of heaven forever, but far more excruciating to Him, He was losing out His intimacy with His own Father forever which is what He had always lived experienced. At the same time He was passionately displaying to everyone around Him the undiluted, unaffected, unconditional love and forgiveness that His Father and He had always had toward us without reserve. He was determined to love us if it killed Him—and it did, or rather we did it to Him. But in so doing He redeemed us from the obligation to suffer those feelings ourselves, not only at the judgment but even today.

(Matthew 22:10-14) "Those slaves went out into the streets and gathered together all they found, both evil and good; and the wedding hall was filled with dinner guests. "But when the king came in to look over the dinner guests, he saw a man there who was not dressed in wedding clothes, and he *said to him, 'Friend, how did you come in here without wedding clothes?' And the man was speechless. "Then the king said to the servants, 'Bind him hand and foot, and throw him into the outer darkness; in that place there will be weeping and gnashing of teeth.' "For many are called, but few are chosen." (NAS95)

The robe of light that is a gift to us, the righteousness of Jesus, is the very mechanism by which we can live in the presence of the eternal fire. When filtered through this robe we can shine instead of being consumed. Through the eternal forgiveness of God we can live in His presence and see His face safely. Without this protection, which means depending in the slightest on anything we are or can do to merit favor, we become susceptible to the flame of God in a lethal way. The same passionate love that can save us will destroy us if we dilute in the slightest degree a total dependence on the merits of Jesus ALONE.

That is why Adam and Eve lost their robes of light. When they began trusting themselves more than God they lost their protection from His fire and they had good reason to fear being in His presence. And if Jesus had not immediately taken their place for suffering the natural consequences of being out of sync with God while being exposed to His fiery presence, they would indeed have died that very day as soon as God showed up.

Robes or coats are part of the exchange in a Covenant relationship. They signify the authority of the Covenant partner. If we do not accept the robe of Jesus we cannot have His authority and also cannot appear in the presence of His Father.

Thursday, April 27, 2006

Reactive Temptation

I have noticed that our temptation is often if not always to indulge in the spirit of others we profess to condemn. When we speak against immorality we are secretly jealous and desire it ourself. When we become angry about violence we react with growing hatred that secretly craves to be violent against the violators. When we see hypocrites and legalists we engage in hidden pride and desire to prescribe a solution for them. We easily slip into criticism which is based in self-justifying pride which is hypocrisy.

Moses ran into this problem early on in his career. He attempted to utilize the methods and spirit of the world to accomplish the work of God when he killed the Egyptian. This method didn't work for him and it never works for us.

I cannot bring life to the local church by feeling angry, self-righteous and superior. I only give the lie to what I claim to believe about healing ministries. I am still in bondage to the deeply rooted generational sin of criticism and spiritual pride. It is like reservoirs of poison that infect everything I try to say or do and discolors the witness I give about

Wednesday, April 26, 2006

Willing Slaves

Rom. 6:16 When you present yourselves to someone as slaves for obedience, you are slaves of the one whom you obey, either of sin resulting in death, or of obedience resulting in righteousness.

So I wake up morning after morning wondering why I have mixed feelings, why my faith and joy is not stronger, why my assurance and confidence in God is so patchy, why me doubts have so much tenacity. It is tempting to join the chorus that rationalize life as we collectively know it and decide that that is reality – just live with it that way. But something warns me this is not to be surrendered to. Complacency and mediocrity are not God's plan.

Rom. 6:16 came to mind this morning as a wake-up call. It seems that every once in awhile the obvious has to be verbalized to be noticed. What I have been doing is complaining to God that I still feel like a slave to sin in spite of all my good intentions and self-education about the ways of God. In knowledge I am learning wonderful, life-changing truths about God and I am trying very hard to focus on God personally, not just facts about Him or service for Him. That's one of the truths I have been taught to do.

But I still find myself weighed down and moving very slowly spiritually. So God comes to point out the obvious again that some part of me must want to keep in denial or else blame those around me. My imagination is a member of my body – maybe the most important member. And I keep presenting my imagination to be used (slave) by the producers of whatever video is played on my TV. Of course, my mind cannot stop at the end of the video and so it actively reprocesses and rehashes the ideas and suggestions for hours and days afterward.

But since my mind has limited capacity for processing, it now spends most of its ability using the recent input to generate answers and scenarios for my life from whatever it was fed recently. For some strange cosmic reason the results always seem to be somewhat reflective of the input.

So the obvious has to be stated again. If I continue to see effects of sin, then there is likely a cause behind it. This verse states that my member has been presented to someone for use as a slave. Evidently I am the one who chooses to present it for use. It is clear that movies are very appealing and attractive to present my mind to for use. They promise to manipulate and operate my emotions to make me experience all kinds of feelings that I don't usually get to experience in “real” life. They often even flirt with feelings and urges that in “real” life would be socially or morally unacceptable. But in the context of watching a video most people accept that we can indulge in them slightly without viewing us with shame as long as we don't reveal publicly what is transpiring inside.

Tuesday, April 25, 2006

Rough Outline of Proposed Book about Hell

Surprise Ending

Book Outline

Overview

GC from God's perspective – context

What's the bottom line, the core issues in the GC

Fundamentals of the two systems

How does Satan operate

Control vs. Freedom

Fear vs. Love

Force vs. Attraction

Shame vs. Blessing

Resistance vs. Synchronization

What is God really like

Character of God consistent throughout GC

Does God run out of patience?

God's wrath and anger

Wrath/anger – original meaning and translation bias

Have we created God in our image?

The fire of God

Fire – what is it, literal and symbolic

God's presence is fire

Duelism throughout the Bible

Language adaptations

True meaning of religious words

Salvation

Sin

Forgiveness

Does God torture people for not loving Him

Character of God consistent throughout GC

Its a matter of what you expect

WYSIWYG

Does God run out of patience?

Have we created God in our image?

God does not treat people different, they respond differently

What is God really after in this world

Bonding, maturing, perfection

Covenant issues

What point is God's passion focused on

Where is God's fixation?

Subjects to include

Tuesday, April 18, 2006

Excuses

Another early morning insight. When God met with Adam and Eve after the fall may be an accurate model of the final judgment. God did not display wrath and anger as we would expect. He even accepted their excuses without challenging them as we would typically do. When Adam blamed Eve, God asked Eve what happened. He traced the problem back through all the blame links to the source – the serpent. He will do the same thing in the final judgment.

Even though God accepted their excuses, that did not release them from the consequences of their choices. In the judgment He may accept all the excuses and blaming of others offered up by billions of people until the root is traced to the Serpent for all to clearly see. Even so, the consequences of everyone's choices cannot be avoided. Only this time all those who have fully identified in Christ as their Saviour receive the consequences of His perfect life on earth because He took the consequences of their wrong choices onto Himself at the cross.

Because we are created just below God (Ps. 8:5), to worship anything or anyone other than God is not like us to do given the way we are created. We would be elevating something that we were given dominion over to a higher position that ourselves, thereby inverting our created design.

Saturday, April 15, 2006

Asherah images

It is interesting how God brings up a subject early in the morning when I am just waking up and discusses it with me, and then not long after I read something like “the rest of the story” confirming that God wanted me to contemplate this and learn something new.

This morning He talked to me about images and I asked Him about the first and second commandments. We have always pretty much dismissed the image commandment as irrelevant to us because we don't externally bow to a hand-carved idol. But He reminded me what Craig Hill keeps pointing out in teachings on the Blood Covenant that we need to get this image on the inside of us so we will start thinking and acting in accordance with the provisions of the covenant.

This image on the inside is quite literally our concept of what God is like. Pieces of concepts from all over started assembling quickly to form a clearer understanding of what an image is. Craig points out that our mind is like a camera and will form an internal image, an identity, shaped very much like what the camera is focused on. So when I focus on entertainment and pleasure-seeking for the short-term quick self-satisfaction that I hope to receive, I not only become addicted to selfish quick-fix solutions to my needs but I come to believe that God acts in the same way. I will subtly believe that God just uses me selfishly as a means to satisfy His “needs” and then may discard me as expendable when I can no longer give Him enough pleasure and satisfaction. This belief is at the heart of legalism and may be the engine that drives it.

Later during my worship time I read the story of Manasseh and suddenly saw the connection. Manasseh made idols, especially an Asherah which was an idol primarily representing sexual exploitation, and then moved the Asherah into the middle of the temple of the Lord. The Bible takes great pains to bring out at the point that the temple was where God had promised to perpetuate His “name” forever if they would just follow and obey God. (2 Kings 21:7-9)

The temple is merely a representation primarily of our minds and hearts. This action by Manasseh was an external demonstration of what many of us do on a regular basis. When we use any means to gratify our base cravings for selfish satisfaction we set up idols in the temple of our hearts to bring us pleasure. We reject God as our source and only provider of our needs.

Do we bow down physically to idols? Bowing is simply a description or evidence of a state of mind. Bowing was an act of surrendering oneself to the “picture of god”, abandoning or surrendering oneself to be controlled by an outside force that will then shape one to become like that god.

The transformation is reciprocal. When we choose a source of emotional satisfaction, any source other than the true God of heaven as He reveals Himself in His word and by His Spirit, we actually bow, surrendering ourself to that lesser god to satisfy our cravings in exchange for our submission. But in the process of feeding us short-term pleasure, that “god” also will quickly form a replicating image of itself inside of us which we come to believe is our true identity. “You are gods.” (see Ps. 82:6 and John 10:34) We always become like the God/god we worship. And worship is merely the “focus of the camera lens,” the source we choose from which to satisfy our longings and desires.

When we watch sitcoms or pleasure-invoking videos we surrender our imaginations and emotions to be manipulated by the creators of the movie. When we immerse our minds in pornography we do the same thing. The main difference is that the first is socially acceptable in “Christian” circles and the second is not. Almost all television and videos today have varying degrees of sexual stimulation. The Asherah image is being built bit by bit in the temple of our imagination forming an image of god that is impossible to avoid worshiping. We always worship what we choose to satisfy our cravings and we then form our identity based on that source's message about our heart. This is one reason why we often live in confusion and darkness and fear – because our image of God is so twisted. We were created in the image of God and our minds inherently look to whatever “god” we worship to discover our own identity and purpose and value.

Tuesday, April 11, 2006

Inner Musings

It is quite interesting what developed yesterday after writing my thoughts and frustrations. I started listening to the series Victory in Jesus by Bill Liversidge and my heart was warmed by a clear presentation of the real gospel. My wife and daughter were invited to training for a job and I was invited to work for some friends building an addition on their house. Are these all connected somehow? I suspect so because God often works that way though always unpredictably. Is that last sentence betraying a hidden lie about God? Maybe. Craig Hill says unpredictability is an attribute of people who use shame to control others. And one of the lies we often entertain about God is that He is arbitrary and unpredictable and we can never know His will for our lives. That is anti-covenant thinking. I need to understand much better the concept and arrangements provided for me in the Covenant and start living, thinking, feeling and resting in confidence and assurance. God never changes His mind about me and He has already placed me in His salvation arrangement. I am free to live from my heart and make mistakes without worrying that I will suddenly lose salvation or God's favor. How I need to understand this much more clearly and have it permeate all regions of my brain and heart.

Jesus in Hell

The belief that Jesus went to “hell” after He died and suffered and/or fought the Devil is a subtle and fatal twist on truth from Satan himself. It reinforces the lie of righteousness by works. It teaches that there is no resting from works even for the Son of God, that He had to fight and struggle even after His ultimate sacrifice to force His victory onto the enemy. It totally undermines the whole critical concept of Sabbath rest that God wants us to experience to enjoy His salvation. It puts the focus on continual achieving and always needing to do a little more to change God's mind about us. It puts God and Jesus in an adversarial relationship if Jesus came to quell God's wrath.

If Jesus and God are one in thought and heart, how could Jesus suffer the wrath of an angry God toward sinners as is mostly believed and taught? Was Jesus' wrath burning against Himself? Did Jesus suffer the pain and penalty of “hell” before or after He died? If Jesus descended after death to a place of physical burning and torture, why was just one day enough punishment for Him who carried the sins of the whole world but an eternity of suffering is required for each lost sinner to be tortured by God as most Christians believe?

Monday, April 10, 2006

Plumbing Problems

4/10/06 My life feels a lot like my plumbing project. I just worked 1½ days to solder together a network or manifold of pipes and valves for a new filter and water softener in my basement. My intentions were noble and my ideas fit our needs, but I ended up with multiple leaks that are very difficult to repair and a ruined, expensive filter head. It seems like no matter how much I learn about healing ministries I can't stop the leaks springing up in my life. I sense that maybe many of my persistent prayers may be misdirected but I can't seem to get in focus whatever it is that needs to be in focus. I am suspicious of a virus in my internal focusing software that deeps me constantly misaligned like a telescope that doesn't quite lock in on the right spot. Old habits and weaknesses from childhood are reasserting themselves but I feel caught between two worlds. I believe the old reactionary legalistic and culturally acceptable methods of dealing with these issues (like TV addiction) are suspect at best and usually counterproductive – they were when used on me. But not being mentored in better ways to deal with them I feel stuck in a doorway between two systems of thinking, struggling to move to the other side but never getting there. I need intervention. I need a master plumber to teach me higher skills and encourage me. Or maybe I need to give up and let the plumber do it all for me. Somehow though, I think I'm supposed to learn some things in the process so I can eventually help mentor others who are stuck where I am now.

Saturday, April 08, 2006

Dangerous Virus

Acts 5 – Great fear came on the church and over everyone who heard about how deadly serious and honest one had to be to be able to participate in fellowship with God's family. A very strong natural polarization took place but not artificially like the Jewish religion had done. “None of the rest” dared to associate with them, yet they held them in high esteem. Yet at the same time multitudes were constantly being added to their number. These must have accepted the whole truth (v. 20) about God and taken the risk of honesty and vulnerability in fellowship with the saints. The polarization was real and life-threatening. This is a community of healing so full of the presence and passion of God that to hide anything in your heart from exposure was to invite death by glory. No wonder anyone who did not want to be transparent dared not associate with them. The choice had become clear. If you wanted to maintain the status quo system and keep up your fragile balancing act between deception and honesty, you could not associate with these believers. They had become a deadly threat to the very system that keeps the world functioning. If allowed to spread and infect society the whole power and economic infrastructure of the entire world would begin to crumble and disintegrate. These people did not relate to each other according to all the carefully assembled rules, strictures and laws worked out over centuries. Their economy violated all of societies value tables and charts. They didn't subscribe any longer to the human hierarchy flow charts of pride and shame assigned to different positions and classes of people. They didn't participate any longer to the craving for wealth and status and greed. Instead their hearts and their hands were opening wide and they were living within a new social structure totally foreign to this world. It was as if a strong virus had fallen to the earth from outer space and was rapidly infecting more and more people. The men responsible for maintaining law and order and protect the world's societal system felt compelled to impose an antidote quickly to inoculate the masses with fresh transfusions of fear so they would not be suckered into this “dangerous” infection of the mind. The leaders felt compelled to quarantine this virulent infection until it would run its course and die out. And they had to resort to the strongest means at their disposal – fear, intimidation, shame and violence. These are the primary fundamentals of Satan's kingdom to prop up his carefully assembled system of deceptions and keep in place the lies about God embedded in men's hearts.

Sunday, April 02, 2006

Salvation Equation

The understanding of what Jesus experienced when He felt our sins and the effect of sin on Himself from the garden to the cross has an interesting application to our santification. He not only received the legal penalty, but during that time He actually felt and experienced in full within His emotions, feelings and sensations everything that we feel, sense, experience when we suffer in sin, shame, fear and guilt.

The amazing flip side of this is that we are to live our lives experiencing in exactly the same way and to the same degree the feelings, emotions and reality of His perfect righteousness that has no causative within ourselves other than our belief in His provision. We are asked, even expected, to indulge ourselves by means of trust in God's promises, to actually experience in every way the daily life that Jesus lived as a perfect human vicariously including His emotions, feelings and sensations. To the same degree that He experienced my sin I am expected and privileged to experience His perfection.

By the same principle, just as He never shoe to sin and therefore had no trace of cause in Himself for the effects of sin that He suffered; just so I am not to choose to be righteous in any respect as a cause for the experience of and effects of being a righteous being. If I believe that even one thread of my righteous “robe” is of my own making then by the law of equation I am implying that maybe at least one thread of Jesus' suffering and punishment was caused by some little sin He committed.